Ok I have to start by saying that today I'm a little down, altho I did start out my day great at the beach....now I've got this problem of figuring out how the hell 2 get back 2 Montreal properly becuz apparently taking the bus is gonna be a problem, since I have 1 too many luggage. Omg! Ridiculously dumb! I would've paid like 150$ for the bus and saved 100$ because to fly out of here, it's gonna be 189$ plus txs and fuel surcharges blah blah blah! which comes out to $290! but now I'm gonna HAVE TO fly out and waste 100$ more if my stuff don't fit on the bus! ARGHHH! It's so upsetting being held back by silly lil restrictions.

So now I'm debating how I can reduce my luggage load to get on the bus or just be forced to pay the airplane ticket (which by all accounts is pretty cheap but when u throw in the txs and whatever....does not seem worth it) What to do?? How am i gonna find my way outta this or will I have to extend my stay and whore myself out to Vancouver's work force to make enough money to get outta here! But that totally does not fit into my plans and throws my scheduled application to Katimavik wayyyyy off! (Katimavik is the national volunteer program that I wanna join, especially since it's my last chance as of now since I'm gonna be too old in a year!) Another round of internal debate! Wonderful....more wonderful....my savings will take a HUGE hit....."sighs"

Alan, now the Mistress of EMO-ness (boohoo I'm sad, my hair's blinding me and all that jazz......)